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Awww Jamie, I'm sorry...

Thinking of you my friend. Get your rest and take your meds. Hope you will feel better.

UA

You're in my thoughts my friend.

Hope you'll feel better.

UA

Hope all your app goes well.

I hope you will feel better as well and be able to get some rest. I know your trip is coming soon. We're always here for you .

UA

You're welcome my friend.

How are you today? Got any rest?

UA

thx guys. a little better. some diareah still present. sleep still chaotic. wimbledon has started, that is good. me like!!! love 2 all. see ya soon.

rafael is awesome. my all time favourite player is michael chang. boy did he play with heart and could chase down some balls!!! in the women's i like bartoli. she is a gritty player and very determined also.

i am feeling better. still some diareah though. a bit of trip anxiety. kitt gave me some tips and i am doing them. i haven't actually spoke at my bi-polar in awhile. i have been rapid cycling a bit, i tend to get angey at the tv, hence i turnit off and play tunes. i have had a lot of anxiety and depressive thoughts about my past, but you get that. also i have been standing my ground with toxic people.

yes i get to be with my lovely woman again soon. been a year. hence some excitement, anxiety etc. also the sad part has crossed both of our minds, that is i have to come home. we have forty days and as kitt and scaredy cat have said focus on this. i think you have said the same. winter here. gale force winds and a lot of heavy rain. indoors is the place to be. got to fast tonight. am having fasting glucose and cholesterol bloods, plus the other usuak ones in the morning. i will be hungey in the morning!! also a 3 month blood test on sugars is being done, which will not be good. (hba1c) also on the second of july these results and my heart ultra-sound (echo) will be known as i see the cardiologist. wish me luck. buttons and i finally got a walk. it was heavy going but good to get out.

thanks guys. be good. know that i think of you all. will post when i can. in 3 weeks i will be off. will be gone for 6 weeks. i will say bye before i head off. see ya soon.