Been ages since I have been here
Have been off meds for almost 2 years and honestly I have not felt bad - finally found a new wonderful GI for the first time in my 27 years as a CDer ... He is wonderful ...
my only problems had been ( knowing I had gallstones to watch for ) and having some upper ab and back pain ..not excruicating until about a month ago ...3 visits to the ER in 4 days until they finally listened to me and checked my gallbladder - Big stone stuck in my bile duct ...admitted me and my GI came and did an ERCP and removed the stone - not easily either ...
Next day Surgeon came and removed my gallbladder
While in there he said my liver did not look good- took biopsies
Confirmed last week - I have ...well, they are calling it 'BILLARY CIRROSIS" right now ... took lots of lab tests and i am waiting to see my GI for the results ...
I got my records yesterday and saw the path report ...doesnt look good at all ... I don't drink, yet it says all the tests are consistent with alcholic cirrosis ....
I was also told by the anesthesiologist before my surgery that it looked like ( from my ekg) that I have had a heart attack at some point ~!
Needless to say ... I feel like my life is ending ...and yet , I cant say that to anyone ...
Certainly not my family - I want to talk to my husband about it ...
Oh...by the way ...did I mention I currently don't have insurance... I am in a waiting period and don't know if I can even keep working emotionally I am spent...
I just needed somewhere to talk ... someone to tell this to ...and maybe find some answers
Thanks for giving me that time