Posted 1/10/2013 10:36 PM (GMT -5)
Hi..I got an RA work up and was negative for all autoimmune issues, including RA. Sed rate, ANA normal. He also checked for all these other things I have never heard of, and all were normal. I also had to get an Echocardiogram and holter monitor at the doctor's request bc of my heart palps and do an overnight pulse oxymmetry study, both were normal. So that's the good news!
But as far as being HLA B35 positive, he stated that this issue will deplete my magnesium so I am on a supplement for life. It also predisposes me to early arthritis, and of course...anxiety and depression. Right now I am on Zoloft and just started Seroquel at bedtime. Want to go off the Zoloft, it makes me foggy and I want to rip my skin off after I take it and I am only on 50mg a day, been on it 4 months. Problem is I am now back in Alaska, on an island, no psychiatrist, and my PCP doesn't know much about psych meds. In fact most of the doctor's here don't. I am still crying all the time, feel hopeless, in such deep despair. Anxiety not so much of an issue now, but every day it's gloom and doom. There has to be a way to manage my depression. I hate being on medications, but I feel it is necessary right now since I am so depressed. I just wonder...is it still the Lyme Disease making me so depressed or am I destined to be like this forever. I ask Jesus for mercy and to help me with this burden all day everyday. But everyday is just so hard.