Tired from everything

You may want to explore grief counseling. It often helps.

I am so sorry for your loss. It is still very fresh. I lost my first husband in 2000. It wasn't easy. But I made it and you will too. It is hard especially when they are our best friends.

I think it took about a year to where it was easy again. But it wasn't horrible because he, like yours, was suffering with pain.

I am glad you have something for anxiety. Is your doctor working with you through this difficult time? I hope so.

Everything is going to be okay. It just takes time. Cry when you need to. Get out as much as possible, it will help with the grieving process. There are no rules for grief. No rights or wrongs. It just is. Go with it if you need to.

Hang in there, welcome to the depression forum. I don't believe I have seen you post here before, I could be wrong. I am forgetful...

Take care and sending you many gentle hugs...

Karen...

You are not alone.

Time will ease the pain, you will be ok.

Grief support groups are a good idea to check out, see if it works for you.

Nights are the worse, so stay busy in the evens, read, crotche, do art projects, get involved in church, volunteering.

You can read poems or short stories at the local nursing homes. They love that stuff.

Stay strong, we are hear for you.
Peace
Trina