Thank you all so much for the welcome
gettingby, I did read the 101 on fibro, It really helped me, Things that I go to the doctor for even more these last few years is on that list, I have been telling my Doctors since 2008 for sure that I have felt awful since these treatments for hepc, And they push it off like I should have felt back to health in 6 weeks and seem insulted that I felt this way. LOL now its 2012, The treatment for hepc is to bring your amune system down to the point that a viris cannot live,hmmm what else does it kill, I was also a guinny pig on some of the old treatments,They had no idea what it would do to us, LOL and I dont know if they cared in the name of science, I had to take procret 3 times a week and neupogen 2 times a week,
Then not feeling great I went back to work asumming I was just getting lazy ,Right into a high stress place with a very stressful Boss, Also these last few years I have had major things go on with three of my children, That has taught me ,I control nothing, That has left me only to have Hope, and faith that life does work out,
I would like to be at peace with my body I guess is what Im searching for, I hate feeling guilty,
I want to find the nice in between if there is one, Excepting ones self as we are,and where we are at in life,But still moving forward
Angel nice to meet you also
That is crazy, To have so much damage and to be shrugged off, Not even a MRI?, Well Iam glad I found a place to see how others manage their lives with chronice pain and illness, I hope to learn much and hope to be a good friend
Achey By the way Love the name
Nice to meet you
I have to agree empolyers Have changed I think over the years, They know and I know that people are replacable ,Times are hard so they know people need jobs, Its sad if they were a bit kinder maybe people would stay a bit longer, I hope my posting is getting better so you are able to read it easier, I have been wanting to go to part time but Im worried they will cut my job, And at this point that even sounds good.
Hi Karen
Being a nurse is a hard job ,working at the phamrcy I know many. They are ran ragged But I want you to know how much your kind of service is appreciated. Im sorry that you became sick and had to change so much of your life, and are young,
But I do love that you have a bright side ! I promised myself that at the end of the day that no matter how bad I felt I would have one good thing to say no matter how simple it may be I have been blessed even when myself doesnt feel I deserve it
Im lucky to have a husband that has taken care of me for 24 years,and I have been sick most of it, I have 4 kids that have loved me uncondtionaly, and 12 grandbabys, That enjoy palying on the bed when I dont feel good enough to get out of it,I have a mom and friends that have loved me through all my whining,Thank goodness, Now I need to be more excepting of myself,
((((hugs)))
always Renee