Posted 11/11/2016 6:14 AM (GMT -5)
Hi Lisabeans. I too often feel silly for complaining when I know that so many are struggling so much more than I am. I do think its ok to feel bad though. I find that I'm mourning the loss of the old me. I think that is the hardest pill to swallow. There are times I feel pretty good and its certainly been better than it was before the doc's figured out what was wrong and started treatment but its not the same. I used to always be doing something (taking walks, cleaning, playing with my kids, baking) my husband used to joke that I had caffeine in my veins . Now going grocery shopping is exhausting. ;0) All of it , life, can be overwhelming. I hope you and your husband get relief from your health issues. I added the gabapentin back in last night and I slept all night! I feel so much better this morning. My doc still has me taking 400 mg of hydroxychloroquine. Why did yours have you stop?