james from missouri said...
i know how you feel about people not responding to how you feel..i was depressed in high school or depressed over a break up with a g/f or depressed over money issues.. The lyme took the cake.. I was so depressed about everything, i thought i was actually going to die! everything was negative. it really sucked! i'm getting by,
i had more issues than playboy.. seriously! i lost so much, but i gained alot after i think about it.. I'm smarter and stronger!! no question about it.. Thanks to everyone here!
I think the western blot test is 240 dollars, but getting to a doctor and getting them to give you doxy shouldn't cost to much.. i would just do that before anything else..
You talk about thinking that you were going to die,omg don't even get me started on that! i've had SO MANY nights like that and it's no fun at all.I'll tell you honestly every morning i do wake up to see the sun,im surprised as all hell.Thankful,but surprised.Getting through the nights have been rough,because i usually start to feel worse when the sun goes down.One thing that has changed for the better would be my closeness with my friends and family.I made it a point to talk to people more and to tell them how much they really mean to me because i felt like i might not be here tomorrow to say it.That's what i've gained throughout this whole thing.
Before i was tested i was on Doxy( i can't believe i failed to mention this earlier,)but i was taking it and i started to feel so much better! But a couple weeks after taking it i found out everything came back negative.I got so discouraged,i stopped taking them and fell right back down.Back to square one.No answers and still in pain.Yesturday was my very last day of school,so im graduating to get my hs diploma so that's one less thing to worry about.Im working and when i get enough saved i can get these tests done.In the meantime,i'll get another prescription for the doxy:)