I just wanted to let you all know that I might be gone for a few days. It's been very hard for me to deal with and I've been crying off and on all day. Everything I do reminds me of him. I feel very lost and sort of out of body at times. When I finally get to sleep, I wake up feeling like he is here but remember that he is actually gone and all my emotions start over again. Im trying to function, but it is hard right now.

Anyway, 1bitten2xshy will be here to help if you all have questions.

CajunGrl, I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you and I wish I could be there with you to offer support. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Ohh no.   Sorry to hear that ... and for the sense of loss you must have.

Cajungrl, you are in our prayers- this is a very hard thing to go through for anyone. Thank you so much for everything you do for us here on the forum but please take all the time you need for you. It is important that you take this time for yourself and your family. Our thoughts and best wishes are with you.

You and your family are in my prayers.

Cajungirl, so sorry for the loss of your daddy. My condolences.

CG,
I would like to add my sympathies as well.

Have you ever considered the possibility that maybe you were feeling 'his presence?' I know I felt my Dads' presence. Just a thought.

You & your family will remain in my thoughts & prayers. <3 (that's supposed to be a heart!!)

You will be missed during this time you need to take, but we all understand.

Trav

Oh honey! I am so sorry! I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. I don't know what I would do without my Daddy. You cry as much as you need to! If you need support, you know we are here for you!
I will pray for you and your Daddy and your family. Right now I know it seems as the pain will never end. In a way, it will always be there with you, but it will get easier one day at a time. Just know your Dad is in the best place that he could ever be in right now. And, he is still with you too. He always will be.

Hi CG,

I'm so sorry to hear that. I'll be praying for you, and for your dad.

Hugs,

Nicky

sorry for your loss~

we are here for you, you was here for me when i was sick! this family is strong.. long live your dad and his memory!!

Bless you CG...  D

God's grace will see you through.

May his memory keep you close to him.

Thanks everyone. It gets just a tiny bit better each day. The nights are still hard though and I haven't been sleeping. I didn't make it to the wake today, but I'm definitely going to the funeral tomorrow. I've been so weak and didn't think I could push myself two days in a row.

My husband was trying to make me laugh because my dad had this blunt sense of humor. We both said how he would have hated all those flowers that were sent to him, lol. He would have much rathered guns and ammo. He was a veteran and a retired sherriff officer.

Anyway, thanks again for all of the support. You guys are awesome and I'm glad I found this forum.