Binduspire- How are you?

Thank you for asking acharms.

I'm hanging in there- but it feels like it's by a thread.

My Godfather passed away this week. I'm trying to be positive for my dad, since this is very hard on him, as well.

I'm heading into my 4th week of treatment and really feel worse. I had an awful panic attack today. The dizziness is just wearing me down. It never lets up. I get a churning feeling inside and the internal shaking, and it just feels like my nervous system is going insane.

I actually think that if the dizziness would just let up, it would likely reduce my anxiety, as well.

I do everything in spurts- make food, sit down. Feed my son, sit down. Etc.

I'm detoxing as best I can, but trying to be careful because the last epsom soak I did gave me a racing heart and the shakes so I'm too scared to try again.

I seem to be a little better with the emotional instability. I think knowing that I need to just soldier through, and that I've already made it a month, gives me a bit of hope.

I've found a very lovely woman to help me care for my son a few hours during the week, as well. She takes him out for walks, and they play in the yard. It really does help, just having a few hours to lay down and rest.

Thank you again for checking in. I really appreciate it.

Oh Gosh, Binduspire! I too am so very sorry to hear about your Godfather passing away!! As Acharms has said, remember the stress can make things worse, so be careful to rest and take good care of yourself.

If you are still having such a hard time in handling the treatments, it's time to consider slowing things down a bit - maybe cut back on the dosage a bit to allow your body to catch up with all the detoxing? Can you talk with your Practitioner about this? If you are herxing all the time like that, your body can't heal nearly as well or as fast.

Acharms has some really good advice!!

Do take care of yourself.
Hugs
Trav