Posted 10/29/2014 10:05 PM (GMT -5)
I have my first LLD adapt tomorrow with a naturopathic doc. I received the igenex kit yesterday and I'm nervous she is going to say, yep you have severe anxiety and depression, send me away with a thousand bucks in supplements and send me on my way. Something similar happened with this doc's partner who is another naturopath doc in the same office. At the time I was dealing with the fear of breast cancer because I was approaching the age when my mother and sister both were dx with breast cancer. I eventually went to a breast specialist and encouraged to research as much as I could then go back to her. When I did she agreed to perform a bilateral mastectomy and put me in touch with a great plastic surgeon who made me a set of replacements that you would never know weren't real...he used my own belly fat. Anyway that was several years ago and I feel like I dodged breast cancer only to have a stupid bug make me half crazy and going blind. I'm praying this new doc helps me fix my brain and eyesight. I hope she's glad I already have the kit and doesn't tell me my problem is in my head. I will happily walk away with every supplement she recommends. I hope it's not too late to treat me....I'm nervous so I'm just venting. Have been doing the oil pulling, detox bath and for the most part trying not to drive my family, friends and coworkers away with my constant paranoia about my symptoms. This is hard, but at least I'm still working and functioning. I'm sad for those who are too sick to live life with horrible symptoms. Thanks for listening. You're all the very best comfort I get, to help me realize this is real and not in my head--it's the only place I don't have to pretend I'm normal.