Tired of the lies

okay..so I am here in the lymes disease forum, when I have been hanging out in the fibromyalgia forum for years. I was told in 2010, it's "fibromyalgia" Lost my job had to go on disability. No one could give me answers on this disease and I felt so alone. I told the doctors that some where around 1996 to 1998 I was bit by a tick and a week or two later I felt ill. My arm started itching and I saw the bulls eye ring! I went to the doctor and he said, oh, we will put you on amoxicillin for 2 weeks and you will be fine.
Fast forward 2009, and I started coming down with weird symptoms. Bruised feeling all over, stinging skin, stabbing pains all over randomly, plus a multitude of others. I eventually lost my RN job and had to go on disability. Of course, all of my lymes disease test were negative, even when I had the rash. And they told me in 2010, it's not lymes. BOLOGNA

I am coming with the terms that I have been misdiagnosed and I am probably in late stage lymes. Now, after doing a lot of research, it is making me beyond mad that this was a manmade biological warfare chemical from the early 60s or 70s military experiments. There is soooo much evidence of this and so many people are coming out stating this is manmade. I know people are trying to fight for lymes, and I can't understand why this doesn't get attention? or why is this covered up? It is attacking our neurological system to disable us, that's what the military wanted for their weapons.

I want to know, how do I get involved? I know there is a lab called igenex. It's expensive. I want to know why there is only one lab, maybe 2 that test for lymes that show positive results? Wouldn't a country want to change their testing to help people?

Sorry, I am ranting, and I have fire under my seat. I have been misdiagnosed, suffering, lost my job and ability function as a normal person. and want to know, who is responsible? I don't believe this comes from deers, or mice, too much evidence otherwise. I don't trust my gov. at all. The pharm. company is making a killing.

Chronic fatigue syndrome, ms, lupus, als, fibromyalgia? all related to lymes?
Has anyone else did research on this?

You may not trust the govt. (neither do I) but I started all my lyme symptoms 2 years ago during the peak rut of whitetail season, and I was hunting a lot, processing deer, and crawling on the ground in the woods following blood trails, so I do happen to believe lyme is carried by deer because that is likely how I contracted it.

Bdavis ...the ticks that got out of plum island tainted your venison buddy ..believe or not ...wont make you any less a zombie

Thanks Julymorning :)

Bdavis
I moved out into the country in the 90s..where deer were everywhere...but so are other wild animals. It's not the deer who carry lymes, at least not at first from what I am reading. They are infected from the ticks that already carried this borrelia burgdorferi. Now, I am not a conspiracy person, but I am reading this was man made by the military. They did in fact admit to having ticks on plum island.

I won't keep going on, so many people don't believe this could happen...or has happened. I mean we all have our opinions. But all I know, for one thing, there are people who have the upper hand and are greedy for money...and I would not doubt this at all.

I know it probably wont do any good. But I do wish, if it IS true, someone could held responsible and pay the price.

Well said everyone!
I do want to invest in a microscope and look for myself. I considered igenix BUT, I can't understand why there would be only 1, maybe 2 facilities who check for this, that come up with positive results. The normal standard test your doc gives you, misses like 80% I don't even know why that's being used.
Igenix gets paid by you very well..then the big pharm gets a good hunk of your money cause igenix says "yes, it's lymes" Kinda fishy, idk. I mean you don't really know anything, unless you are standing there watching the whole thing take place. IF you can view it on your own microscope, why in the world can't a lab see it???

There are also two women on youtube, I think it's called lyme cryme, that are trying to bring attention to this. It's a bit long, but good info.

Also, lymes can in fact be transmitted to your unborn child. It's horrible. I also read some prof. at Harvard dissected brains from alz. patients, and found spirochetes.

plus, don't most biological warfare chemicals attach the nervous system anyway?

Man hasn't invented anything, only tweaked what nature already made. They may have borrowed what they knew was out there. I believe, though I can't think of it off the top of my sieve of a brain, that one of the microorganisms that is a co-infection, does not exist in the wild.

So, at best we're talking about a gmo, though I don't think it would be appropriate to go after Monsanto for this one.

Blaming is just fruitless though. Trying to nail down any government for their dirty hands in anything would be a horrendous stress risk for a healthy person.


Don't forget that these microorganisms do not discriminate. None of them on any level of the government or on the un-helpful factions of health care are exempt from either themselves or their love ones becoming infected. Due to the very nature of it's transferal ability.

They will most certainly begin to effect change eventually.

They could have tweaked what was out there. I have not, that I can remember, come across anything yet.(in my reading) BUT I wouldn't doubt it. It's just every few years something new comes up and behold! there is a vaccine that we need to get. Lets hope I'm wrong.

I do not think at this point I can take antibiotics anyway. I have many bladder infections over the years and the last time I took one, I ended up sick as a dog for 3 to 4 months with c-diff. UGH. You don't want that.

Yeah, try nailing down the gov. would prove to be hard. I believe if one provoked them enough..they could take you off the scene lol. They do not like whistle blowers.

Klambert1,

Welcome to the forum! I am sorry to hear of your misery.

I would advise you to not get too upset about our government. We're a banana republic at this point. Its intentional and calculated. The anarchists are in control, and its not just our government. Don't let it knock you down further.

Despite all of the garbage in this world, you are among friends here. I'll be cheering for you!!!

Don

Thanks Heathersdad! ;)

Traveler..
Wow...just wow. It is horrible how so many people are not getting the proper diagnosis. I am sorry you have suffered so long. What the heck is wrong with the governor? Why are they trying to shoot this down so much? (Thats where my conspiracy theory comes in, but I won't go there, even though I believe it)

I will definitely check out the threads here and look into detoxing.

I am so thankful that there is support here, because family and friends do not understand. It's hard to wear someone else's shoes I guess.

I have tossed so much of this around in my little lyme brain for months now.

The conspiracy theory makes sense to me for one reason. Which is if it weren't intentional why the coverup? Unless that with Lyme they can blame it on a lot of other diseases, which require a lot of very expensive testing. Whats funny is that most of those too are clinical diagnoses and they accept that!

The one thing I do wonder about is why would they use this for military warfare? It would just take way too long to be affective in battle. But maybe that is why they were testing...to see if they could find a way to attack the nervous system quickly? But wouldn't that also be a danger to our military?

I don't know, but its too much to think about. I guess I am done being angry about it. I just want to work on healing.

I so appreciate this venue for being able to talk about all of this without condemnation! I have learned to not even bring it up around family and friends anymore!

Post Edited (Denikeef) : 11/15/2016 9:36:40 AM (GMT-7)

Denikeef said...
I have tossed so much of this around in my little lyme brain for months now.

The conspiracy theory makes sense to me for one reason. Which is if it weren't intentional why the coverup? Unless that with Lyme they can blame it on a lot of other diseases, which require a lot of very expensive testing. Whats funny is that most of those too are clinical diagnoses and they accept that!

The one thing I do wonder about is why would they use this for military warfare? It would just take way too long to be affective in battle. But maybe that is why they were testing...to see if they could find a way to attack the nervous system quickly? But wouldn't that also be a danger to our military?

I don't know, but its too much to think about. I guess I am done being angry about it. I just want to work on healing.

I so appreciate this venue for being able to talk about all of this without condemnation! I have learned to not even bring it up around family and friends anymore!

I have thought about this as well. But in my opinion, the research was not on using Lyme (or Bb) as the bioweapon, but on specifically using the tick as a vector for any bio weapon, as I believe the original intention/experimentation was highly related to infecting the meat supply of foreign enemies. I think part of the Lyme controversy today relates to the cover up of the entire thing, but in order to cover up the experimentation, they can never admit that Lyme was part of it.

Have you read the book "Lab 257" by Michael C. Carroll?