Bigcat,
Welcome to the community, there is a lot of very knowledgeable people around here, with some great advice. I would recommend slowing down, and starting to consider a treatment course.
You have lyme disease. Sorry to be blunt, but "Congratudolences" as they say.
Getting a CDC positive is very rare, it's like getting a politician to admit he lied to you 5 minutes after being elected. Do you know how long you have been infected? I would recommend checking out the the "New to Lyme" thread as it is densely packed with great info. I would start on treatments and detoxing.
Just wanted to say hi and let you know others are going through similar things to you, and there's a group willing to listen and help sort things out with you here. It really is one of those communities that contradicts that the internet is full of trolls