Lyme meningitis?

Need help. I've been off treatment because I just get so sick off it and I have no help with my kids. So my late stage Lyme has pretty much been untreated. I was on in of of it for 2 months. But barely took it. Waiting to see a Lyme doc but the wait is long. In the mean time i've been noticing I've just been getting worse. At a slow pace. Last few days have been scary because I got tremendously worse. I'm very weak, nauseated (haven't thrown up yet), my neck seems stiff and I'm having body aches unlike the normal. Especially around my shoulders, neck, and back. I've had a constant migraine but not a 10 on the pain scale yet. My confusion is at a all time high. As well as agitation. I feel very off. I'm starting to think I could be getting Lyme meningitis?? I have been thinking about going to the E R I just dont want to waste my time. Plus I don't know if I go up there and tell them I think this is what I have and then not take it seriously. What do y'all think?

I also had menengitos from Lyme a year ago when I was first diagnosed. I had all the symptoms you mentioned plus severe light sensitivity. I wound up going to the ER and finally was put on doxy. Meningitis is very serious and I wouldn't delay getting thoroughly checked out. Unfortunately, sometimes the ER is the only way to get it done in a timely way. Otherwise, you have to wait for appts to see the right doctors to get the right tests. Btw... I also had a fever. Do you have a fever?

Thank y'all for the advice. And same here i'd feel like I have a fever but I'd check and I didn't. So far no fever. But I defiantly will go get checked. Maybe now everyone will take me seriously if I do have it.