Tired of fighting for my life everyday

Have a severe bad Strep Throat A, impetigo infection diagnosed by doctors. The hospital doctor told me to be re admitted to hospital if it doesn’t go away within 48 hours because it could be spreading quick in my body and I go back to the hospital they don’t give me the IV ANTIBIOTICS the doctor WROTE . It’s such bullcrap. Now the infection is spreading , it’s in my bones causing stiffness and bones to bend , suffering neck and head pain could have meningitis, cellulitis in my skin hot and red moving fast and skin peeling off. Dry red eyes because it’s in my eyes. It’s havocing my body . I go to hospital 100 times and doctors office and they’re completely ****en useless. Now I might die because of the doctors. I’ve tried herbal medicine and NOTHING WORKS it’s resistant to herbal medicine which is beyond me. My herbalist gave up on me no longer will help treat me as he’s discouraged and thinks I’m hopeless ! I don’t even know what to do anymore, I’m desperate and in despair. I have an ozone appointment on Tuesday which is my last hope. I hope I can even live or make it up to Tuesday at this point I don’t even know anymore and I’m so depressed.

This is what I do. Hit it from all sides.
Delve into the realm of home remedies, because sometimes they help a little and sometimes they are a cure. ...all on their own. This way you aren't at the mercy of the medical system in everything.
Look up EarthClinic - they recommend Grape Seed extract, colloidal silver and turmeric, and a few other things for impetigo. Thankfully these are all ll products you can buy at a local health food store. They aren't just nominating cures but drawing on anecdotal evidence of others who have had success with these remedies.
I have had strep throat a few times there are successful home remedies around for that. At the moment I am using a nebulizer and ACS Extra Strength Silver to get to it. If I do enough treatments that alone can shift it. The silver, I have to order from overseas i.e. America. You can get results with a very mild h2o2 solution. Earth clinic has remedies and so do some other sides.
Put it this way - they a cheap, worth a try and better than feeling helpless, isolated and marginalized in your situation.
Of course follow up on anything you can do when you get medical support.

I just said it’s resistant to herbal medicine. I’ve taken all the herbs you suggested and even more. Even the Paramedic that took me to the hospital said ( he believes in herbal medicines ) , sometimes herbal medicines can’t fight off a severe bacterial infection and that’s when antibiotics are needed. I need IV antibiotics. It’s spread throughout my body. The strep infection isn’t in my tonsils anymore. It’s in my bones, my liver, my kidney, my stomach, lymph nodes and spleen, my head and neck. Those herbs aren’t going to help. Strep throat is way worse than Lyme or any of the other co infections I have because it has resistance to herbal medicines .

Maybe you can call this IV provider, they do IV antibiotics nationwide:

"Amerita coordinates visits by a registered nurse, the frequency of which is dependent on the treatment type and the patient or caregiver’s ability to safely administer the medication."

https://www.ameritaiv.com/medservices/ivantibiotics

Well dont give up without doing everything-twice.
I follow Rau from Switz and Yu from US-both are known to cure many when others fail.
Both will say dental is their strongest med. Get checked by a biological dds-get a dental thermography-cheap easy and know the dental meridian chart (simple google search).