saraeli said...
Pregnancy was absolute paradise for me. Wish I could have stayed pregnant forever. I felt like I had superpowers. Never felt so happy and alive. But of course this varies a great deal from person to person and even from pregnancy to pregnancy! I have not been able to get a convincing answer about what chemically makes one pregnancy wonderful and another miserable, but I'm very curious!
It's worth noting that I wasn't sick before I got pregnant. I was actually quite healthy and happy in pretty much every way. Pregnancy just made me feel even better (once a few weeks of morning sickness passed). After a traumatic birth, though, I never quite felt all the way healthy again, and then had a couple of miscarriages and became chronically ill when my child was 5yo.
Sorry to hear all that. Hopefully you and the kids are healthy now or shall I say functioning as I call it. I was golden when I was pregnant with my 1st son. When I got to my 2nd son, it was like awful sick all the time, that my baby even came out sick, vomiting his formula always, late diagnosed autism (suspect it can be lyme from my womb) I also didn't gain too much weight ( with my 1st son I looked like a house 180 pounds lol) . My 3rd pregnancy with my son I didn't gain barely any weight I think only 20 pounds which I was so concerned and my doc was too. Also had low tsh levels even during pregnancy. 180 pounds to 108 pound is such a difference its quite scary!