I'm sorry you are having such a bad day today. I thought my daughter was doing better today, and then this afternoon she had a panic attack that lasted 15 minutes. That could be due to the fact she has been on the babesia meds for a month now, and the fact that she has resumed physical therapy (she hasn't walked since end of July). It seems after therapy the bacteria decide to be agitated and cause her more problems! I tell her "hurry up and take your antibiotics while they are moving around in you!" I'll try anything to get them under control! Also, bad weather sets her back. I don't know where you live, but we are in CT and the snow storms are starting to come frequently this week. Not good news for lyme arthritis. Hang in there because for every bad day there is a great day right around the corner. I wish you well and hope you have a wonderful holiday season! Lisa