Hi desperate4dx,
I'm sorry you're also going through a rough time with your head. My specialist tries to make me see that there is not much to do about it. I'm a little bit 'jealous' about my sister tolerating Topamax, it really helps her a lot.
The migraine attacks really stop you from doing anything. I have experienced this, but haven't found anything for now that can help me. If it is a 'normal' attack that I feel coming up, I can take aspirin with cafeïne, it makes it less intense. Once it's there, I can't do anything about it. I had some relief with Propranolol, but that seemed useless last week and this weekend.
Are you still looking for a LLMD Desperate? Have you posted a thread in the past, asking people for a LLMD in your area?
I hope you get some relief for a larger period of time very soon,
Marie