I'm sorry that you're struggling with this. Why don't you talk to your NP about
some herbal treatment for babesia? (Or if you'd like, the pharma treatment is a macrolide, Clarithromycin or Azithromycin, with Mepron.)
Buhner recommends sida acuta, cryptolepis among others.
http://buhnerhealinglyme.com/the-protocols/#BABS
http://buhnerhealinglyme.com/basics/dosages-for-current-babesia-herbs/