Small improvments, one year post ABX, 4 months post Candida kill off, and of course my usual "r

So long 2014. Hope I dont jinx myself. I didnt see much improvment at all in 2014, after a year of ABX, but.....

Background: First overhelhming lyme symptoms 25 yrs ago, body pain, tingling, "straight jacket" tightness, adult acquired spine twist (night spine spasms), lethargy, bad gut, no sleep, major nuero.

I now only take about 10-11 various pills a day, only 1 Rx (hashi thyroid for life) was up to 30-40 daily:

As of late-
No itching, sqwerming...
I dont itch all over, wow is that nice even though I now seem to have excema on my back. My flakey eyelids healed- still a mystery - was it candias last life? Did a skin allergy test of 60 allergens, I had none.

Muscle tension-
My left hip is unlocking. Last time this happened was after a five month herx in 2014, but it didnt last. Its not moved free for at least 15 years. I triggerpointed the heck out of it for two months. Now my hips feel different. I hope this helps heal my spine twist, for some reason I seem to be able to increase workout weights - but carefully. I wonder how long it will last. My left shoulder balde, upper back ribs /spine is still tight, hoping this changes from new hip positioning.

I can sleep now, but too much-
Still take advil PM (its benedril citrate x2 potency) and Mag glycinate (no Rx for sleep though). Anxiety was replaced with relaxed tiredness. I can sleep now. The bad side of this is thats all I want to do- sleeping is now comfy and my body is less stiff, wake less from body pain. Now I'm mr sleepy head. I want to find some middle ground. Couldn't do coffee before (had anxiety), now its a must have to get motivated. I feel guilty from wasting time sleeping in on weekends, eating breakfast than napping again, but it feels so good. Winter does make me less motivated though, summer gets me motivated no matter how crappy I might feel, it a cover up (great lakes summers are not too hot, but kind of short).

Noggin still out of it, Cant remember stuff. Spelling and reading is hard. I run from stress which is limiting my career choice (working for others sucks, reality: gotta make $ though). Self employments means only affordable health care is "Obamacare" which is still over priced and covers nothing, what a scam for the common person. My 5 decade brain wants to retire from the rat-race, I now despise the corporate world (its not healthy) need to win the lottery.

I think candida was (still can be) a big deal.

Still working on many 23andme genetics issues.

I going to attempt to go fatbike mountain biking in the snow, 3 hours of light left. Hopefully I dont hurt tommorow (normally I would have).

I love watching those fat tire snow bikes. What a workout!!

didn't you mean 'so long 2015?'.............I'm not used to 2014 yet, and its 2016 now!!

Fat bikes are a different animal when set up and riding in snow with low tire pressure (5 psi) for wider foot print, coasting is minimal. Hardpac and up to 4 in of powder is easy, after that its a lot of work. A lot more to balance, a lot more body english, a lot more lungs needed!! I'm still learning. This should make my summer bikes seem easy!

Went for a short ride, my hip and S/I joint still feels normal and limber. My lungs are toast.

I have a history of overdoing it, once I'm out there and enjoying myself, I forget I'm trying to heal things.

With boxes of past two wheel awards/trophies its mentally frustrating to look at just riding with no pain as an accomplishment. But I guess it is. Better than couching all day. But my couch is calling me!!