So much from this interview rings so true!

http://www.spin.com/2016/06/kathleen-hanna-julie-ruin-bikini-kill-le-tigre-punk-singer-interview/

"But I did feel like now I’m trapped in this body that is dangerous and painful and I can’t get out of: “Oh, wow, this is just like my childhood.” In order to get better I had to confront both. So there’s things that I never sort of unpacked from my childhood, from my life. Part of what kids do in s**tty situations like that is they try to blame themselves as a way to take power.

In order to control things, I flew under the radar. I had different ways that I could feel like I was in control of the situation and keep being safe. Even though it was not true. There’s no way I could have avoided Lyme disease. But I had to finally admit this wasn’t my fault. I had to stop blaming myself for not finding the right doctor or not doing this or that. There’s only so many different diets I could try to help me get better."

“You know what? I really just gotta take my medicine and take it one day at a time. I don’t control if I’m gonna get rid of this or not. It’s really in the hands of the universe at this point.”

Boy did that ring true to me. You just have to try each day and hope for good results. Doing nothing results in nothing!