I can't do it anymore (trigger warning: dark thoughts here)

You still have the tonic ones?

Add to that an antispirochetal....and then add cordycepts.

Add a round of Buhner 4 times a day instead of 3. Do not waste those are good and already mixed. Do not go strictly by the bottle suggestion. I am sure that for liability purposes they are also VERY conservative.
As I said I think you are not treating enough.
I still get dizzy after about 60 to 90 min I take those capsules....but especially the ones in the morning. This makes me beilief that the gap between night and morning is too long.

The other thing that could be happening is viral or bacterial infections that are not being addressed could be stopping progress with what you are currently using. But, Buhner does say that his doses are guidelines, so although you do need to research each herb to find out what the effects of higher doses than suggested may do (some could be harmful at higher doses).

Evian - where are you at now? Have you stopped taking the lyme protocol?

If you haven't been herxing on the dose you're at, you can slowly increase...everyone's dose is different.

If you decide to add in Bart herbs...start with just one...and very low dose...

I'm on 3 capsules 3 times a day and I have been feeling awful this past week. So not sure if it's a herx. That's why I almost feel like taking a break to catch up on detox. Amd while I put in an order for some new herbs. Ya I do feel very defeated and like going in circles.

Thank you!

I so wish healing was just a straight forward path! But we often take two steps forward and one step (or two or even three!) backwards, before making progress again.

I agree to hang in there!!!