What do I do

I've been there. I started abx last week. I'm supposed to eventually get to 10 pills a day (of just abx). I made it to 4 before I felt the same way you did. HORRIBLE depression among other things. I woke up at 4am sobbing uncontrollably. It would last for hours or even all day. I did everything to detox and none of it helped. I had to go back to one pill. I'm about to try to start ramping up again tomorrow, and I'm fully expecting the same thing to happen. It is absolutely the worst, most helpless feeling. But it WILL get better. I just keep telling myself that I need to get better for my kids.

Can you see an LLMD? Where are you located? Someone here may be able to help you.

I ave been treating for year and half with Amox or ceftin and herbs. Started green dragon core about five months ago... Plus new naturopath switched to Amox again...Then

Not many symptoms but
new ocular symptoms in November- dec

Then a flu in late December- after flu had brain fog come up
Soon after..
Then stopped Amox and core( switched to tonic) because thought antibiotics or andro in core - might be responsible for my nurslings chronic itchy rash , which I was thinking was gluten( still unsure)
Then came:
Sever Anxiety and shaking twitching electric arms and numb fingers for three weeks

Stayed off all treatment except jk for about a week and half or two because of nursing child's rash. It wasn't going away. Still there

Symptoms become unbearable so started the tonic plus basically skullcap... Had major tarm trembling that night ....the next day symptoms of hands arms gone( they had been non stop for about three weeks) always there under the surface or shaking twitching visibly).

But last night they were back and an anxiety was through roof in am It's not like I'm stressing and feeling anxious. It's a wave or flush that engulfs me. Even if feeling good.

My natro one- wanted to stop antibiotics. So I switched to natro 2 -she didn't think occular issues was infections. They were/ are. I don't think either of really gets it fully or an help. They have their mixed formulas... But may call. I needed the script. That's most of help I recieved... Plus some support but it's too much to help someone in half hour or hour visits... Then you go home..
I was planning of self treating based on bruhner but this is getting overwhelming. A few drops of this and that. Pricing together protocol as I fall apart. I had anxiety before as symptom it went away with holy basil and ashwaganda.

I need to get back on a killing protocol but the rash. And I need to stop nursing but child is reluctant. Which is stressful also.

I functional during day with bouts of shaking or possible chest or air hunger . Kind of vague. But ...

Thinking coinfections may have reared head.

I don't know if skullcap is helping or not.

I wish there was the best herbal/ md doc. Close.
I'm thinking I can't do this on own like I want to.

Post Edited (Lightlife) : 2/23/2017 8:21:53 AM (GMT-7)

Thankyou so very much.

Yes I switched to tonic. On For one month ( I did stop it all for week and half) But not cutting it. Need to add something to get rid of these symptoms- anxiety and shaking trembling arms.

Have been trying holy basil and ashwaganda for week and half. Not touching it.
Added bikini skullcap and ordered gou- teng...

I will try to set something up with someone.
Just need it to go away ASAP.

Are you still treating with antibiotics?

You said "I ave been treating for year and half with Amox or ceftin and herbs"

That is too long on just those antibiotics - especially since you aren't seeing results.

...also Traveler mentioned Bartonella. If you have that...those antibiotics won't touch it.

Girlie said...

mm57553 said...
I've been there. I started abx last week. I'm supposed to eventually get to 10 pills a day (of just abx). I made it to 4 before I felt the same way you did. HORRIBLE depression among other things. I woke up at 4am sobbing uncontrollably. It would last for hours or even all day. I did everything to detox and none of it helped. I had to go back to one pill. I'm about to try to start ramping up again tomorrow, and I'm fully expecting the same thing to happen. It is absolutely the worst, most helpless feeling. But it WILL get better. I just keep telling myself that I need to get better for my kids.

Can you see an LLMD? Where are you located? Someone here may be able to help you.

Because of what you said happened, I would ramp up very slowly. If I were you, I'd stay on the one pill another week...and then add in the second pill..

Continue to detox...

I started back on one pill on Monday (didn't take anything on Sunday, but contacted LLMD and he wanted me to go back to 1 pill). I am doing OK. Not awesome, but way better than I was before. Eventually I'm going to have to add in 9 more pills. I just don't want it to take four months before I'm on the full protocol, know what I mean? I know it's a marathon, not a sprint, but I just want to get better sooner rather than later.

mm57553 said...

Girlie said...

mm57553 said...
I've been there. I started abx last week. I'm supposed to eventually get to 10 pills a day (of just abx). I made it to 4 before I felt the same way you did. HORRIBLE depression among other things. I woke up at 4am sobbing uncontrollably. It would last for hours or even all day. I did everything to detox and none of it helped. I had to go back to one pill. I'm about to try to start ramping up again tomorrow, and I'm fully expecting the same thing to happen. It is absolutely the worst, most helpless feeling. But it WILL get better. I just keep telling myself that I need to get better for my kids.

Can you see an LLMD? Where are you located? Someone here may be able to help you.

Because of what you said happened, I would ramp up very slowly. If I were you, I'd stay on the one pill another week...and then add in the second pill..

Continue to detox...

I started back on one pill on Monday (didn't take anything on Sunday, but contacted LLMD and he wanted me to go back to 1 pill). I am doing OK. Not awesome, but way better than I was before. Eventually I'm going to have to add in 9 more pills. I just don't want it to take four months before I'm on the full protocol, know what I mean? I know it's a marathon, not a sprint, but I just want to get better sooner rather than later.

In the long run it may be sooner if you don't add them in too fast...as stopping because of terrible herxing and then restarting again...can take longer...than just slowly increasing.

Consider bvt and rife ...nothing exceeds like excess....