Posted 7/29/2017 10:01 AM (GMT -5)
Last night while sleeping soundly, some idiot in the neighborhood blew off a hundred rounds of fireworks. Yes, it's 3 weeks after 4th of July. I thought the world was ending!! It scared the hell out of me. My heart raced for a bit, but after it was calm. I'm not sure what was going on, but I started feeling nauseous, my legs felt weak, I was dizzy and it felt like a panic attack, but a REALLY strong one. I was having weird tightness all over my body - legs, arms, stomach, head. It felt like my circulation was going crazy. I haven't had a panic attack in months.
I don't even know what to think about this one. Meanwhile, my husband was totally calm. He didn't immediately jump to, "The world is ending!!"
Yesterday was a rough day too. My sister in law (who I have a hard time with) was here with my brother and nephew. Lots of loud noise, emotional, eating food I don't usually eat, stress. My nephew wanted me to dance with him and I did - for about a minute - it was all I could do. It makes sense I'd have a panic attack. I was already tired from my therapy session too. Ugh. It was a doozy and I'm both scared and bummed.