Thanks Traveler, yes they definitely made me herx so I guess they're killing something. I keep trying to find out if mycoplasma and/or chlamydia could cause my kind of symptoms. I'm not finding anywhere that they can. Before I suspected Lyme, I hung out at some fibromyalgia boards and asked about
my symptoms. Very few people there had any sort of tremor or heart palpitations that weren't from other conditions. In fact, most had only a fraction of the symptoms I have. (I didn't even list them all above...I forgot the blurry vision and brain fog and probably others.)
I was told that Lyme is a clinical diagnosis but my doc seems to be going strictly by the testing. I also don't understand why they wouldn't check further to see if I actually had Pintas, Yaws or Syphilis if I have band 41 active. And it was ++IGM, so not just past infections. They all sound like serious diseases and obviously something is making me sick. (Of course I already looked up the symptoms of all those. They aren't the same as my symptoms.)
Thanks sebreg for the encouragement. My pocketbook is telling me to hold off on finding another LLMD. And honestly, if I did test positive for Lyme, I think I'd stick with the herbs anyway. My guts are in such bad shape, I seriously don't think I'd be able to handle antibiotics. I'm going to stick with my protocol and am so glad you all are here for support.
It's so hard being in this weird limbo space where no one seems to know what's wrong. It's also awkward socially, I mean, seriously, how do you turn down a party invitation because your mycoplasma is acting up? Lol! As for telling anyone I have "fibromyalgia".....I've heard how people get treated sometimes. A girl I know at work has it and I've heard people call it "fibber-myalgia" behind her back.
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No way am I telling anyone I have that. So yes, I have to admit that I wanted a solid diagnosis but I better get used to the idea that I will not have one.