astroman said...
Hoagie said...
astroman said...
I think its your brain in "safety loop mode". It like it knows your temporarily in pain and fragile. - been there.
I really hope that is what it is. But I feel it has to do with the lesions they have found in my brain. It looks like one of them is active. Hoping the abx protocol I am on stops it and I regain my movement back. I go in for another MRI in a month or two. Going to have a sleep study done as well as my wife believes I have sleep apnea, which only compounds my brain issues.Brain Lesions. I see that wasnt in your OP. Obviously thats a big deal. Have you made a post just on that?
AND- did they MRI your upper spine for lesions? If you have them there, and if you had the $, could get a spinal tap and send fluid to Igenixs or Advanced labs for piece of mind. Personally I hate "not knowing".I have had an MRI of entire spine. That looks to be OK. I still have yet to see my neuro about
the MRI. I had one without contrast before our last visit which showed a few lesions in the frontal lobe. He stated that it looked like I have suffered mini-strokes. However, I do suffer from Migraines, and they can produce lesions. So, he wanted me to get one with contrast. Unfortunately, the MRI with contrast was scheduled just after my last appointment. And being the curious guy that I am, I went and picked up the results myself to try and decipher them.
With the help of a medical dictionary, I have got the gist of what's going on up there. It looks like I have an active lesion in the midbrain. My neuro said he would call me right away had there been something really bad about
the results, and this was over 3 weeks ago. So, the only thing I can tell is that he is probably waiting to see if treatment stops the activity of the lesion. The radiologist recommended that I get a followup MRI pretty soon.
At first, I was worried to death. But, since getting these awful symptoms, I have spent too much time worrying already. I've decided to put my faith in my doc, do plenty of research, and stay positive.
Sometimes, I succumb to anxiety and start thinking of worst case scenarios. But, what good is that going to do? I am just making myself, and my family miserable.
This forum has been a tremendous help to me in my time of concern. And I thank God for you all!