Extra depressed, messing up protocol, eating bad

For the last two weeks I've been in a bad place emotionally. A few things going on:

My period was 20 days late
The holidays are coming up
My one year anniversary for starting treatment is tomorrow
My husband is leaving on a long trip
We just had our 8 year wedding anniversary and I was too sick to celebrate
I feel like I'm not making progress
We're looking into stem cells and I'm worried (in general) about it.

I've been eating badly - wheat, sugar, junk food - I haven't been drinking enough water and I'm forgetting to take my pills most days.

I feel like I'm in a bad place right now and for some reason, I'm having a hard time getting out. Obviously, my wrecked diet is affecting me and I feel terrible, worse than usual. Even my cats are feeling it. They're both acting out and the one who likes me the most bit me tonight. I almost cried.

I don't know what to do.

consider trying the lyme anti neuro toxin protocol. we have found it has strong anti depressive affects

huperzine A + EGCG + alpha GPC + DHA (uridine is optional)

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Pirouette said...
Yup - no doubt you're in a bad place.

These infections, the impact they have on the body, the treatment, the healing - it's VERY cyclical. Get a diary and write things down.

Let the crazy move through you - don't let it add stress. You'll emerge from it when you're ready and it's very likely a hormone snafu - trouble dealing with toxins. Keep your eyes looking forward.

-p

Thanks everyone. My LLMD thinks it's hormones or thryoid - so now we're working on that. Feeling so desperate for this all to be over with. I know I just need to be patient. I am not, by nature, a patient person so I guess I'm gonna learn.