Hey all I’m really happy to have this support group and definitely need it lately.

Right now I’m very depressed with this disease and just haven’t felt like I’ve been improving for months and just been getting worse. The Raynauds in my hands are terrible, my fingernails have now gone purple from the bottom all the way up to the middle, spider veins still hurt, my hormones are a mess and I spot a lot and I’m just really down. Working, taking care of my house and kids, has all been really hard. I’m only 29 and have been dealing with Lyme and all these other co-infections for 5 years and so it’s a huge downer.

It’s been so hard to be hopeful lately. Id love to feel somewhat normal.

Thanks all for letting me vent and know I’m very grateful.

God bless you all!!

Yeah it’s rough. I was finally diagnosed in 2014 after many years of knowing something was wrong and doctors consistently blaming my thyroid. The first year and a half made things worse as abx made me very sick and have issues to this day with chronic yeast on my tongue and sometimes nether regions. After homeopathics and BCX treatment (rife like treatment) and some herbals I felt so much better but then in 2016 I was in a car accident and since then things just have plummeted and this year Bartonella basically going autoimmune has been a night mare with the surprise of spider veins and nail changes. I’m really hoping to turn around it’s just caused so much depression and loss of hope being so stuck I really hope to get out of it and back to an upward hill of healing.

Praying for your healing as well. All we can do is fight this together and pray each of us will find a way to get unstuck and on the way to healing.