running wild said...
...I have slowly developed a strange pulsating in ears that happens only every once in a while during the day... .
ah OK, i had taken the "pulsing" you describe to be hearing a loud pulsed woosh, woosh woosh noise - in your ears - in time with your actual pulse - lots of us have that - and as i say its not necessarily linked to hearing loss
but since you later say its not in time with your pulse - i think you are describing a kind of tinnitus - like a buzzing/whining/humming etc noise - that comes and goes randomly - not linked to pulse - but comes in short lived short 10 seconds to 1 minute pulses
i have that too - have had for years now of and off - and again - its not caused or linked to hearing loss for me
just another odd Lyme type symptom.
the thing is - this is what lyme does - causes lots of unexplained odd symptoms to crop up and just as often go away again.
just like the physical stuff - a pain in a knee or an ankle or your neck or a few days latera shoulder.
or a pain when urinating for a week - then that fades and something else crops up a week later
i sympathise - its concerning and frustrating - but since this is what Lyme is -
if you let your mind focus on the list of problems and "what ifs" - it will drive you into a spiral of worry and depression
that will all take energy away from you and hinder your ability to face the hard work ahead to treat this thing - which is hard enough without torturing yourself with worry.
i would say
first, acknowledge the reality of the situation - its a tough place to find yourself in - but what has happened has already happened - the situation is what it is - and there may be risks involved in treatment of these conditions. But there will also be significant risk of not treating - so, in my view, you cannot let that paralyse you from making and acting on a plan to move forward.
Instead - try to focus on what you can do - and accept there will be some risk associated with any forward plan,
but the only other option is going backwards - in other words no option.
so if it were me - i would
-Do the IVIG - sounds like a good idea to me
-make a plan to treat the infections alongside trying to calm the immune system
-accommodate your co-morbidities as best you can - i.e. focus on the lower risk drugs for kidneys
-use mitigation strategies for the risks - eg scheduled safety labs
-get help with the mental aspect of this illness if you find yourself drawn into worry and rumination on negatives
-some doctors use hydrocortisone to calm the overactive immune response while treating infections - so that could be something to discuss with your doctor ( ref Dr M and Babesia Treatment with Dr L )
Good Luck RW!!