Ah ok. Hehe. I am sorry to hear about
the anxiety issues. That's miserable. Most people have experienced anxiety from one time to another. I have, and I can't imagine dealing with it long term. It is a horrible feeling.
I am glad I didin't give you a bunch of anxiety advice! I am sure you know better on that than me!
Have you posted here on the anxiety and panic board? I have heard it is very active and helpful, but please stay here (MS board) as well!