Hi Clocknut, The rational part of my brain knows that you are correct, but the prehistoric animal brain is running scared from the lightning....It probably does help those that "Have faith" in some higher being....I'm afraid I am not one...I am a humanist, but have no religion.....not having the buddhist outlook of "life is suffering" I know that life is unfair.....but find that a bit unfair
I do appreciate the good folk on here doing their bit.....and believe me it does help, but ultimately you are right, nobody here can diagnose or help me.....Only I can do that....Maybe after my procedure next week I may be a bit more relaxed (depending on what happens)
In the meanwhile I am trying to avoid the darker bits of Google and will only post here in response to a returned post .....won't be asking any questions of the "How long have I got variety"
Thanks for your post
Regards