So bad news for sure today.
So it seems my RALP failed out of the gate. I never reached undetectable. My ~3 month (around 11 weeks) PSA came back at 0.2, which is twice the 6 week PSA of 0.1. So not only did I fail my doubling time is like 5 weeks.
I sent a note to my surgeon at Fox Chase this morning asking to move my appointment up from 1/21 to something sooner.The Sloan Kettering nomogram for salvage specifically says "if you never got to 0, this nomogram is not for you". So I am not even sure what my chances of eradicating this thing are.
I am scared to death of ADT and I know its coming. I have been going to the gym to prepare for the battle but I am (very) overweight...although since surgery I have actively lost 30 pounds. On the bright side my metabolic panel looked great
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My lipids were within range for the first time in like 10 years. My cholesterol was mostly under control. I need more of the "good kind" and my sugar dropped back to around 115 (last time it was 130). So the exercise and 1500 calorie/day diet are impacting!
Do I wait another month and get to a point where a PSMA scan can pick it out so they know where to specifically aim the radiation beam? Do I start ADT and do salvage when I become fully continent? Do I push for clinical trials where there are mixes of ADT, radiation and all of the fancy ADT and chemotherapies (just way sooner) I read about
here and elsewhere? In my note I indicated he should throw everything he has at it, including the kitchen sink if that helps. So he knows my mindset. I just cannot help but think this is my last chance to cure this thing.
I am definitely in a funk.