Great points Mumbo and Sr Sailor.
The possibility of having PC isn't at all like anything I imagined it to be. I always feared cancers in life and thought it was "We've run a test on you and you have cancer." This leads to the fight against that cancer.
The reality is far different as Mumbo said waiting is the name of the game with PC.
1) PSA above normal lets retest in a few months.
2) PSA still above normal but we cant tell if its cancer or BPH etc. lets get a biopsy.
3) Your TRUS biopsy is negative "OK awesome I'm in the clear, no cancer"
4) PSA has dropped to normal levels for over a year
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I dodged PCa
5) We're sorry to inform you your PSA has risen from 2.48 to 3.44 in the past 9 months lets do an MRI on you. "OK this will be easy I was negative biopsy two years ago so the MRI should be good to go, no findings.
6) Your MRI came back and we found a 1.1cm PIRADS 4 and a 1.6cm PIRADS 3. "Oh no Im doomed RADS 4 is HIGH risk clinically significant PCa is likely."
7) The MRI does not confirm you have cancer we'll need another biopsy "As I type this I'm on day 3 post biopsy and am tired of all this bleeding and worried about
infection risk. I will never again get another rectal biopsy, too much infection risk, why cant they do Perennials instead, it seems less risky.
8) 7-1-24 Waiting for the phone call, I just want to know the results. What if I'm in the clear am I really in the clear? What are the risks that they will provide either a false negative or a false positive?
9) Uncertainty really is the name of the game isn't it. So many questions with no real answers. I'm powerless to control the outcome so I must learn to accept whatever comes next.
A friend of mine is going through stage 4 cancer and I have no idea how he can always remain so positive. Where do all of you guys that have walked this crazy path even get such resilience? I'm nowhere near your level in dealing with this but I had better figure it out and fast. We must all fight this common enemy that we call PCa and its not going to be easy. Kudos to everyone who keeps it all together so well.