Posted 8/4/2016 6:07 PM (GMT -5)
Dear JCRush,
Really want to reach out to you right now, my Healing Well brother. I read your post and I can tell you have "treatment fatigue" right now ... you've been a soldier, out in the field of battle, and you are feeling battle weary right now. You've pursued many treatments over the course of time ... surgery, radiation, Xtandi, Zytiga, Lupron hormone shots ... an entire "laundry list" of treatments. Speaking of a laundry list, you've been put through the WRINGER --- like the wringer that my great-grandma had on her old-fashioned Maytag washing machine, back in the day !
I can tell that RIGHT now, you need some encouragement, JCRush ... you're at a crossroads, aren't you? I've stood right there ... right at that very crossroads where you stand today ... the question at the crossroads becomes whether or not to ... "do chemo, or not to do chemo .. THAT is the question!" Sincere apologies to William Shakespeare ...
The "early chemo plan" was presented to me in the late summer of 2014, and I needed to make a decision. I was in my 40s, diagnosed with advanced prostate cancer that had already spread and infiltrated both of my lungs. I'm a school teacher and the school year was just about to begin. A true lifeline, in the form of the most compassionate doctor I had ever met, changed everything for me ... a medical oncologist ... he also treats my father, who is also a prostate cancer patient.
I met my oncologist for the very first time on that August day ... he said he would lead me through the newly adopted "early chemo plan" and that he would watch over me like a devoted watchdog. I stood at that crossroads where you stood ... I did a lot of soul-searching and went out for late-night walks. I relied on family, friends, and faith in my decision ... and finally, it just came to me in these words, "Go BIG, or Go HOME" ... I started chemo THAT VERY WEEK ! I felt like I was caught in a whirlwind, trying to make that decision ... but then came the moment of clarity ... I NEEDED something new in my treatment plan and I needed to get started, sooner rather than later ...
I honestly knew I needed another powerful weapon to attack my cancer. After starting on the ADT hormone shots, my PSA had reached a plateau ... the nadir point ... it wasn't going any lower ... in fact, it started rising. I now know that chemotherapy DOES have the ability to attack cancer cells that other forms of treatment can't ... those stubborn, resistant cancer cells. That's an important factor to consider ...
The timing was ironic ... we got started on the first chemo treatment, and I met my new elementary school students that same week ... my oncologist was very concerned about contagious illnesses and germs since I worked in a busy elementary school with 800 youngsters in my school building that year and "Back To School" was in full swing ... I started the chemo treatments in August on a blazing hot summer day and finished the last treatment just before Thanksgiving, with a few snowflakes falling down as I drove home from the clinic after the last treatment ... summer had passed into fall ... but frankly, the series of chemo treatments went more quickly than I imagined, when all was said and done.
The most important thing ... the chemo treatments DID help me ... my P.S.A. began creeping down, lower and lower, with each subsequent treatment. I took good care of myself during my chemo treatments, in terms of healthy living habits ... I went to work every single day ... I exercised ... I kept up with my school kids on the school playground every day ... and I kept up with my family, friends, and social events.
I would heartily recommend that you talk to a trusted, top-notch oncologist ... seek out the very best one you can find, as I realize you have been through the wringer, in terms of past treatments.
I wanted to reach out to you, because I realize that your case has complexities, and my case does, as well. It's not an easy pathway that you have walked, and I want to encourage you right now, to keep facing forward and to carefully consult with your medical team. You deserve the very best right now ... some trusted and true medical experts, working together with you ...
Along the way, I added an extra level of expertise to my medical team. I have traveled to Mayo Clinic in Rochester, Minnesota, in the interest of doing everything I can to make certain that I have left no stone unturned in my treatment decisions. Along the way, have you sought out a second opinion ? You might want to consider consulting with a UROLOGY ONCOLOGIST, who specializes in advanced cases with complexities. Urology oncologist are usually found at the larger medical facilities located around the country.
We have many fellows here who have undergone chemotherapy treatments. We informally call ourselves "The Chemo Club" and we have members right here who are undergoing chemo treatments, as we speak. I underwent chemo treatments two years ago, and looking back, I know that those treatments helped carry me forward to this point in time. I am currently setting up my classroom for another year of school teaching, and have gratitude every day for being carried forward this far. After chemo treatments were finished up, I went on ZYTIGA a year ago, and that has helped me, as well.
I just consulted with my primary oncologist yesterday, after returning from Mayo Clinic last week, with a P.S.A. that registered below 0.05, at the present time. It's been two full years ago that I did my chemo treatments, and I feel that they have continued to help me, ever since. I have several close friends who share my same diagnosis, and they have ALSO pursued chemo treatments. It's becoming much more common, after the release of the STAMPEDE clinical trial and the CHAARTED clinical trial ... trials which showed the potential impact that chemo treatments can have on survival ...
A couple of my friends are actually going through chemo treatments for a SECOND SERIES OF TREATMENTS right now, and having success yet again. That's encouraging news --- doctors are finding "new horizons" in implementing chemo treatments, now that they have moved forward as a "upfront" treatment option for advanced cases. Some doctors are finding that fellows can re-introduce medications like XTANDI and ZYTIGA after a series of chemo treatments is finished.
We also have members here whose doctors have created specialized "chemo cocktail" blends, to suit the individual needs of the patient ... adding things such as carboplatin to "textbook chemo" formulations. These are things that an expert oncologist could discuss with you.
JCRush --- I just want to encourage you, in every way that I possibly can. I know you have experienced some setbacks in your treatments, mixed in with the successes you have had over time in your treatments.
With all the treatment angles you HAVE pursued so far, it does seem that chemotherapy treatments remain an UNEXPLORED treatment option for you ... a potentially untapped RESOURCE ... a weapon of attack that is still waiting for you in the arsenal.
I do feel that you owe it to yourself to consult with an oncologist and explore the possibilities of what chemo treatments could do for you. Many of us here have completed chemo treatments quite successfully ... while keeping up with our usual activities while going through the treatments.
Best of all ... and this can help you IMMEDIATELY ... quite a few of us here have banded TOGETHER and formed a special thread to describe our collective experiences during chemotherapy treatments. We worked together over time, and wrote it in "one brother to another brother" style to help other fellows learn more about the "chemo experiences" that we have experienced. It is an ongoing thread ... current and updated.
To find that thread, simply go to the top of your screen and type in this thread title into the SEARCH BAR in the right-hand upper corner of your screen: "Taxotere Side Effects" is the title of the thread that I recommend to you, as a way to become more informed about what chemotherapy treatments truly entail ... and some easy ways to minimize the side effects. I was fortunate and had very MILD side effects, and I felt fortunate ... please read through that topic thread ... it would calm a lot of your fears about undergoing chemo treatments ...
Watching my P.S.A. creep down with each subsequent chemo treatment was VERY encouraging, I must say ... I was in the first "wave" of fellows treated with the newly adopted "early chemo plan" ... and watched the P.S.A. go down lower every time I returned for another chemo infusion ... it's important for me to share that experience with you, I feel ...
I'm here to encourage you and support you, as you look ahead, JCRush. We all need encouragement, support, and HOPE along the way ... and that's what I'm sending your way with this message.
Keep in touch --- we care --- we're right here for you --- and one more thing, JCRush ... I'll do anything in my power to advise you and support you along the way, if you decide to pursue a series of chemo treatments.
Sent with my very best to you, from "one brother to another brother" ~ stay strong ~ stay determined ~ keep facing forward ~
"Cyclone Team Fan" ~ Iowa State University