A big day ahead....

Today my husband and I are going to meet with our new fertility doctor. She is with the same practice as my old doctor, so I imagine that I will be flooded with emotions and memories when I walk through the doors of the clinic.

My therapist emailed me last night and it was a wonderful email and she said that when I walk in and the memories come back and I maybe feel like crying, I need to say to myself, I was there then; I am here now.

I'm a different person than I was 9-10 months ago. I'm a person who has committed to working on myself and being a better mom, wife, friend and person in general.

Anyway....we still have months before we begin any kind of treatment, but this is our initial consult and meeting with this doctor and we will likely discuss the events of last summer, so I'm going to need to bust out every coping tool in the book today.

Here's to hoping today is a positive and not a negative one. Probably gonna take a xanax right before the appointment.

Wishing you all the best today Park, Remember one step at a time. You are coming along just fine, so give yourself some credit. :) Hugs

Try to enjoy this exciting day! I hope the calm continued. :)

I'm sorry, You will be okay. Watch a mindfulness video, and remember your breathing. You can do this!!!

Park,
Like everyone else has said-- one step at a time. Try to stay in the moment as much as you can. Lot's of deep breaths. Lot's of "I can get through this."
You got this, girl!
XO

Everything went wonderfully today! We have some really great plans in place and I'm looking forward to moving forward.

Thank you guys so much for the support!

Yay Park, so happy to hear this!
Can't wait to be along with you for the journey!

Thanks you guys. It was a great appointment. There was no judgement and she just had a million ways to make things work this time. I am so happy and excited. Thank you all for being here for me!!!

Park, you are beginning to be there for yourself also, Peace

Larry ***