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Posted 10/15/2015 2:02 PM (GMT -5)
I feel like there is no light at the end of my tunnel and I just keep digging deeper. I really want to just give up. I can't take anymore. My anxiety and depression led me down a long road of starvation that I'm struggling to get out of. Which led to dehydration. Which has now landed me with infections and some liver and kidney problems. I'm so sick of feeling like crap. I'm tired of my life. I've had a lot of domestic issues going on. And I don't know how to deal with them. Involving cops, CPS, me kicking my husband out twice and he's still here. And I know he's here because he quit his job and has no money.

I'm so fed up
Posted 10/15/2015 2:48 PM (GMT -5)
i cant offer any insight on your husbands issues other than to say im sorry you are going thru that..

but you need to help yourself first..is there a way you can see a health provider and tell them about your anxiety and depression and eating problems? that would be a great place to start getting thru your difficult situation
Posted 10/15/2015 3:56 PM (GMT -5)
You must be strong. If your husband is causing harm to you or the children, you must make him leave. Get a restraining order against him. Do not talk to him.

You are worthy! You are an important person. Treat yourself well --- love yourself --- feed yourself, give yourself plenty of rest, have quality time with your children, and VALUE yourself! You ARE somebody!

Finally, find someone with a healthy life and ask them to mentor you. Take their advice. Get support.
Posted 10/15/2015 8:04 PM (GMT -5)
:(
Bakomom- have not seen you post in awhile. So sorry you are still stuck in the same situation.
Take care of you so you can have the strength to take care of your children. I ditto Sunrise- You ARE somebody-value yourself!
All my best
Posted 10/15/2015 10:26 PM (GMT -5)
Hi BKM,

Get your priorities organized...

*Health mental and physical

*Job...are you working currently? Searching...how is that going?

*Housing indepedent of your husband Are you still living in your grandmother's house? How about finding a roommate. A single mom perhaps that could help with rent/mortgage?

Making the necessary changes to be healthy, happy and the best you and mom you can be is within your power.

You have done your best in terms of your relationship...

...if he is not going to change, then you need to ask yourself if you are willing to continue on the way things are...

...or if you are ready to make some bold moves for your long term well being.

We are here cheering you on in whatever decision you make...

You can do this!

S.C.
Posted 10/16/2015 9:39 PM (GMT -5)
Thank you. I'm ready to boot him out again. And I'm calling to have him removed if he doesn't. He hasn't shown up yet. I was cleaning today. Past couple weeks I luckily found anxiety pills laying around before my son got them. Today I found a Vicodin laying on the floor. No he doesn't have a prescription. I didn't want to accept it. But I have to. He doesn't care for me at all and apparently not the kids either. His friends and habits come first. I was in the ER of course he had to stop with his friends and drink. I could tell he was on something too before he came to check on his wife.

I'm still in my grandmas house. I'm in the process of getting it in my name. It's paid for and I just paid taxes. I'm still looking for work. Hoping for one I had 2 interviews with. I emailed the owner. I hope I'm not ruining my chances by contacting her to see what's going on. But I want to know. So I can either prepare myself for work or prepare myself for some different training.

I'm in such bad shape. Physically and mentally. I can't take anymore
Posted 10/16/2015 11:00 PM (GMT -5)
...but you are on your way up and out of this situation that has held you down!

You are going to gain your footing, and get into a better place mentally, spiritually and physically...have faith.

Do absolutely cal.e-maill and check on the job status! Not everyday, but a check back once or twice to let them know you are interested and invested in getting the job is a good move.:)

Cheering you on, and sending thoughts and prayers always!

Check in when you can, okay?

S.C.
Posted 10/18/2015 6:28 PM (GMT -5)
putting you in my prayers for strength and endurance
Posted 10/18/2015 6:36 PM (GMT -5)
Keeping you in my prayers! Stay strong!
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