Hi S.T.,
I am sorry today was a rough one.
Some are just more challenging than others...b/c of various factors.
Try and keep in mind that you are still leveling out and recovering from going off, then back on your Rx...which can be a double whammy...so try to hang in there.
You did have some better days recently, so this is indicative that you can and will get back to that good place again.
Stay positive, try not to get discouraged, and keep working your coping skills everyday.
Update us so we can keep you in support!
S.C.