Increased buspirone-increased anxiety

Not sure why after dr. doubled my buspirone do i have increased anxiety or it is just a coincidence.
On edge. Bad pains in my stomach as a result of all this anxiety.
So tired of sadness and anxiety.
Updated my resume and joined a career counseling group paid for by my former employer today. Uploaded my resume for tweaks.
Don't feel like moving towards obtaining employment but at the same time know staying home grieving all day and night is not beneficial to me.
Wish I had a magic wand.
Husband is still grieving with anger and it's hard to be around him. Walking on eggshells. Nothing I do is right.
Resentment is building.
Every day is the same. Don't even know what day of the week it is anymore. Figured out it's the weekend- who cares.
Sitting here just waiting for my grief counseling chat to start.
Every night I go. Count the hours until it opens up.
What a life.

WearyRASufferer, I think it is possible that the increased dosage of buspirone is causing you to feel more anxious.

Although I've never been on buspirone before, I have been on psychiatric medications in the past that worsened my anxieties.

I would talk to your doctor.

Today is bad
celebrating my birthday day with my kids, grandson and MIL- turned into a real trigger. Ran into some friends in the restaurant that had been distant

I miss my son so much

WRAS,

I am sorry that your birthday was challenging for you. Any milestone/first holiday/birthday...ect is tremendously difficult of course.

I am keeping you in healing thoughts/prayers daily.

For what it is worth...happy birthday. I hope you can gift yourself with something good just for yourself sometime soon.

S.C.

Ugh...so sorry.

I do hope that you sleep well and through the night tonight and do get caught up!

S.C.