Posted 10/19/2016 12:58 PM (GMT -5)
K.,
I am so sorry to hear of your bad experience last night. :( I am sure the anticipatory anxiety of your upcoming flight triggered this.
I too hate that can't escape feeling...how can one escape one's own mind, right?
Are you practicing the coping skills daily...even when you're feeling well/calm? This is crucial, so that when you need them, and are not feeling your strongest...you can still work them, because they are second nature to you.
The level of benzo you are on is not high...so it's not too surprising that a particularly vicious attack might not be derailed by your Rx...
I think this was situational, and that once you get through your trip, things will be better.
Best wishes on your travels...and dig deep with your self help techniques as best you can!
With encouragement,
S.C.